Nicholas,
I can't believe in just 2
weeks you will be turing 13. As eager as you are to become a teenager,
I'm not ready. I miss the sweet baby boy I held in my arms, watching
you learn to crawl, to walk, to talk.
I am so
fortunate that you are mine, that I have have been able to raise you
into the wonderful boy you have become. I know that as you take your
first steps into manhood, your independence will grow by leaps and
bounds, but, I hope that you will still allow me to be there for you as
much as I am now. I don't want to miss a second.
Everyday
that I see you with your little sister, I am so proud of the big
brother you are. It comes so naturally to you, and I'm glad that we
were given a second chance.
Your heart is so
big, my son. I know that in the future, it will be broken, you will
find true love, and you will learn about that special love that only a
parent can have for their child. I want to be there for every step.
Zoe,
Your
name means Life, and I picked it for you before you were even growing
inside of me. I knew that someday, I would be given the chance to love
another precious baby girl, and here you are, about to turn 6.
You
are such a beautiful, smart little girl. I am amazed everyday by the
things you say, the ideas you come up with. Sometimes I wonder how such
a small body can hold such a big personality.
You've
given me alot to adjust to this past month; starting kindergarten,
losing your first tooth. You know that I'm sad to see you grow up, and I
melt inside each time you put your little hand to my cheek and say,
"Mommy, I have to grow up, but, I'm still right here."
I
love to listen to you play. Your imagination is a thing of beauty.
Don't ever lose it, and don't ever let anyone tell you to stop dreaming.
To you both,
You
are so much like me, at times it's terrifying, yet I want you to hold
on to that fierce independence, your crazy sense of humor, and extreme
determination. Just don't forget what's most important, and don't be
afraid to ask for help.
I have a love for you
both that is so strong, it's sometimes the only thing that keeps me
going. The smile on each of your faces has cleared away many clouds.
Everyday, I love you more.
I wish I could slow
time, so neither of you would grow up as fast as you are. Since that's
not going to happen, please remember that Mom will always be here for
hugs and kisses, and I'll always try my best to make it all better.
Happy birthday, my babies.
Love,
Mom
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